Woe #50: I have 50 days till I get married.

My first post for this blog was on Sunday, January 13.
{Click here if you want to read it.}
I had been dating Trevor for 8 months,
I'd been engaged for 2 1/2 weeks,
and I had 8 months to plan a wedding.

Now, it's Friday, June 14.
I have been dating Trevor for 13 months,
I've been engaged for 24 weeks,
(Or 168 days)
and I have 50 days to plan a wedding.

Holy sweet mary mother of pearl.
I get married in 50 days.

Woe #50: I have 50 days till I get married.
This is not a woe of "Oh my gosh, I don't want to get married in 50 days."
This is a "Holy shit, I'm going to have a husband, I have to have a wedding ceremony and reception all ready to go, and I'm going to need to be moved into a new apartment, have my name changed, go on a brief honeymoon, blah, blah, blah in 50 days" woe.

There's still a lot to do in 50 days!
I feel as if I'm running out of time.
I seriously laid on my stomach on the kitchen tile Wednesday, to help with my hyperventilating.
Inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale...
My sweet fiance just rubbed by back, telling me that everything is going to be alright.
Everything is going to come together.
Right?

I love Trevor Sean Green.
I'm going to be his wife.
Mrs. Natasha Green.
:D :D :D :D :D