Not a woe, rather a praise.

Ladies and gentlemen, I'd like to do one of those cheesy posts about my fiance.

We've been dating 10 months today (11 months if you count our unofficial month of dating) and I feel like I've been with him for forever.

So, now introducing. . .

Trevor Sean Green.

• Born April 19, 1993. Yes, he is younger than me. We're exactly nine months apart. 
• No, he's not a returned missionary. Do I care? NO. Don't give me shit, I don't want to hear it. I've known plenty of men who have not served missions and have still been phenomenal, inspirational strong men.
• Has two brothers, one sister, one brother-in-law, one almost sister-in-law, one step-sister, two kind-of step-sisters, and one kind-of step-brother.
• Confusing, right?
• His mom is amazing, his step-dad is one of my favorite men ever, and his dad passed 12 years ago on February 28. 
• His dad was a helicopter pilot for St. Mary's Hospital in Grand Junction, Colorado and crashed during a routine maintenance check. Trev was 7 years old.
• Trevie grew up in Cedar City until his mom remarried shortly after his dad died (they were already divorced) and moved to Enterprise, Utah. 
• Enterprise is a small farm town about 45 minutes away from Cedar. His graduating class had like 30-40 kids in it. HA.
• Trev had lots of friends in high school because he's easy to like and he makes you feel like you're one of his best friends. His junior year of high school he was nominated "Prom King." Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I'm dating a king. ;)
•  Trev is a little bit ADD. Ok, he's really a lot ADD. 
• Sometimes I don't know where his thoughts and ideas come from because they're so random and all over the place. At first, I didn't know how to handle it. Sometimes it's still frustrating because some days he can't focus very well. Now, I just realize that it's part of his personality, and it's just one more reason why I love him. His random train of thoughts make me smile and laugh daily.
• He has chocolate brown eyes, fluffy bunny brown hair, and a killer big smile. He's about 6'1", weighs a lot, and is my cuddly teddy bear. He always smells like a manly man, takes about 15 minutes to shower because he's paranoid about being clean, and wears attractive clothing.
• Yes, I even think some of his nerdy video game shirts are cute.
• I really, really, really think he is so sexy. He's definitely up there with Luke Bryan.
• He's never had a girlfriend besides me. 
• And that's fine by me, because I'm the only one who's had the opportunity to love this man. He's mine...mine...MINEEEEE.
• He treats me like a queen. He's always making sure that I'm happy. Whether that means spoiling me with roses or just a Mountain Dew here or there, or even just getting me to smile, he always makes me feel loved and appreciated.
• For our six month anniversary, Trev surprised me by buying me the Lady Antebellum winter album, Lady A sweatpants and shirt, and a Lady A coffee mug and bumper sticker. I was totally caught off guard that he took note of how much I loved Lady A.
• He has the best sense of humor. He continually tries to teach me to "enjoy the silly things in life."
• Trevie has this really deep and contagious laugh when you get him going. And you can't help but join in. (:
• I love the relationship that he has with each one of his family members. For example, Trev and his sister Aubrey are so close, like best friends. Family is so important to my love. 
• His most important goal in life is to be a great husband and an amazing dad. 
• We babysit his cousins, ages 4-12, every Thursday. It melts my heart to see him laying on the ground playing dolls with the 4 year old, or holding the 6 year old, reading books for his homework.
• He is going to school to be an elementary school teacher. Yes, a male as an elementary teacher; rare, but precious. He truly has patience with children, and will be a phenomenal teacher.
• He wants to teach 3rd grade. Can you imagine? Mr. Green. (:
• He is constantly teaching me not to care about what other people think. I have the biggest problem with worrying about what people think about me, the way I look, the way I act, who I hang out with, who I date, who I'm marrying, all that stupid stuff. 
• Trev's motto? "If they don't like me, oh well."
• Sometimes I get really bad anxiety because I worry and stress so easily. Trev is so patient and calm with me, and puts up with my random questions, my rants, my fears, and my worries.
• Last September, my anxiety got so bad I lost my shit and started swinging my flatiron around, hitting every picture on my wall and shattering the frames. Trev, well within range of getting hit, risked getting hit and grabbed me, stopping me from harming myself and breaking more stuff. The whole time he was calm and talked to me in a soothing voice.
• He never ceases to tell me how much he loves me, how beautiful I am, how lucky he is to have me, etc., etc.  He loves kissing me in public, holding my hand, takes pictures with me, holds me close, and loves me unconditionally.
•  A thing that he started doing back when we first started dating was he would kiss my nose, and then my forehead, before he'd even kiss my lips. It made me get butterflies every.single.time. It still does.
• We like a lot of the same things. And we definitely have our differences. 
• For example, Trevie hates country and loves bands that scream. I love country and despise bands that scream. However over the past ten months, I've gained appreciation for a couple of bands that scream, and Trev deals with me listening to country. In fact, I've even heard him say he likes a couple of my favorite country songs. 
• One of my favorite memories of last summer is Trev would read the classic stories of Winnie-the-Pooh to me before he would go home. I would cuddle up to him, place my head on his chest, and listen to his deep voice as it told me stories of our favorite little bear.
• I have a small obsession with stuffed animals, and without fail he's gotten me a Winnie-the-Pooh, a Tigger, and an Eeyore to add to my collection. Our children will definitely have a Pooh themed nursery room.
• He is 100% supportive of all of my wedding decisions.
• When we first started planning our wedding, I got so frustrated with him that he "wasn't helping enough." Trev's response? "As long as it looks good and I get to marry you, that's all that matters."
• His favorite color is green. He loves the Hannibal Lector movies. He loves 80's rock. He likes playing the Assassin's Creed video games, Pokemon, and Final Fantasy. He likes the "stupid movies" (like Napoleon Dynamite) but watching a chick flick isn't below him. He loves Disney shows, like "Suite Life of Zack and Cody" or "Wizards of Waverly Place."
• I'm pretty sure if Selena Gomez showed up on our doorstep, Trev would pass out and die.
• I love his hair longer, and I cry inside every time he cuts it.
• He's accepting of those who are different, like handicapped people and gays. 
• I'm sure that if we had a Down-Syndrome child, Trevie would be the one to be more patient and loving right off the bat. 
• He loves all of my gay and lesbian friends, and doesn't question them.
• Sometimes I get a little crazy and say stupid stuff that I don't mean, that I could never mean. Trev just takes it, waits for me to calm down and quit being crazy and hormonal, and then forgives me when I realize how stupid I'm being.
• I could never leave him. I could never stop loving him as much as I do. I could never live without him in my life. I can't live without him.
• Marriage is going to be a lot of hard work, but guess what? I have the best person in the world to conquer the world with.
• I'm going to be Mrs. Natasha Lyn Morgan Green. Natasha Green. GREEEEEEEEEN.
• Trev truly is my better half. He is my best friend. The love of my life. He makes me so happy, happier than what I ever thought was possible. I think about all of my past boyfriends, including the missionary that I waited for, and I don't regret anything. I'm glad for the opportunities to learn and grow in each of my relationships. 
• I don't believe in "the one." There are lots of people out there in the world that I could be compatible with. Trev just happened to enter my life at the right time and captured my heart. I'm so glad that he did, too. Heavenly  Father knew what he was doing.